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see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
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the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
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Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
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Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day -
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted -
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day -
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted -
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
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Hold the breath of today
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Friday, 09 January 2009
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Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
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Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
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Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
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Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
-
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
-
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
-
dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
-
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
-
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
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Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
-
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
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dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
-
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
-
Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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Thursday, 18 June 2009
-
dying matter from the collected dust
see a shore
envision the horizon
breath in the air of tomorrow
Hold the breath of today
breath out the air of yesterday
vise versa is a play
disturbed sea's are grey and made of shame
the sun shines bright on the side
the air is tight on the last shore breathing in from the west
but tomorrow is a new day
just a day
Tuesday, 03 February 2009
Friday, 09 January 2009
-
Kagra's ending
I watch... i breath... i see... i sense... i think... i smell... i can feel it...
I look up at the sky... it's clear finally... it's been cleared... by me... by my death...
It's wonderful... so... so...
Oceans are vast... lots of new things in the depth in the sea... things that many have yet to explore, yet to find or yet to never find...
Oceans are like a person... so vastly expanding, life oriented and constantly moving and discovering new things... that is an ocean... that is a person...
I may be somewhere else right now... but i still have a journey to experience... one that is much longer and much more complicated then the one i just finished. This journey is everlasting... And as sad as that sounds, it is nothing but wonder, discovery and purity of man and his creations...
My name is Jed-Anakara-Suki and this is my story
575 years into the future....
"The memories a person contains are much vaster then that of an ocean. Every little drop in the ocean, if possible, could be made into a memory..... a memory so old, older then mine..."
She sat at the nearby coffee shop like she usually did. Her coffee was gloomy and plain, just like her life had been for 100 years. She did this for 100 years now for she had nothing else to do, and even now, she still sits here..... here......
She cupped her face into her hand in awe at all the memories she had. "Memories of happiness, joy, sadness..... sadness.... my god, am I ever sad...."
"In my memories, I have war, I have destruction, I have hatred, I have smiles, I have frowns, I have blood, I have death, I have deserts, I have mountains, I have oceans, I have cities, I have family, I have friends, I have a husband, I have........ nothing left...... really. Dear God Jed, your life was perfect, so easy. You had it all planned out didnt you.... you awe me i hope u know...... especially that you have let me live with this terrible sin for 100 years.
I sit here, well, I sat here, crying for years about you. Now I can not cry........ Old ladies dont cry...... They can't cry"
"I see a young Jed, i see an adult Jed........i dont see an old Jed. No, Jed, you escaped old age....left me behind as an old hag who just turned 275 this month. How much longer have i got really? another 100 to go. I don't think so....
Here, ill make you a deal.....how about i tell the world our secret eh? How about I go on right ahead and tell them all about it! Everyone loves a story and an example dont they! Hump! Not like you can stop me anyways ........ because........ fool .............. your dead ........... and it's about time I join you, so thats why, today, I have decided to poison my coffee and drink it! Lets see you stop me Jed!"
She smiled at her coffee now, her heavy wrinkles agreeing with her and she brought the mug to her lips. She had lived enough and she had to end it.
"My 275 years of existence is to much. I kept changing city in fear of suspicion, but now, I really cant give a damn. I am too old! And I will be old for another 100 years damn it"
Suddenly, she felt the air and the sensation that she only felt when she was young. It was a supernatural sensation, yet, completely natural to her. It was only she hadnt felt it in so long.
"My god, I am finally awakened. Finally useful. Finally dead....." She mumbled
She gazed up from her mug only to see what she wasn't entirely surprised to see. It was I, Jed-
"ever young" She mumbled "he's even grinning at me"
tears were brought to her old eyes. The tears burned all the way up her eye shaft and she took a deep breath and shouted.
"You leave me for 100 years, alone and miserable and then come to get me with a grin?! Who the hell do you think you are? get away from me!!"
She threw my boiling hot coffee at me. To her surprise, it went right threw me. The whole snack bar went silent as they saw this supernatural event unfolding before there eyes.
Hers were completely wide now. This was not a hallucination. This was real......
"Come you old hag" I said with a suspenseful tone "It's time for you to leave and travel the stars with me, your time is up"
Her eyes narrowed and absorbed the suspense in my tone. she seemed to absorb every word I was saying because she hadn't heard my voice in so long. The voice that made her smile every day.
"The voice and body that had protected me against guns, war, death, guilt and sin......... The voice which had left me...." She mumbled in a low tone
"No" she said calmly "You are not real, you are just trying to make me crazier...... I am not buying it...... Plus, how do you think Shou, Amaya, Sasuke and everyone else we love will react, you know, the people you abandoned?"
"How would they have reacted if you had poisoned yourself with coffee?" I mumbled still suspenseful in tone "now, take my arm, it's time for you to leave"
"no!" She yelled back. We could suddenly hear police sirens in the background, coming for us. She gave a light smile at first then she laughed aloud. Someone had called the police.
I kept calm and looked around the room. She didn't bother following my eyes. She had way to many questions for me and i understood her.
"How is he still so youthful? Did he even die? Where was he for the last 100 years? What an bastard....." She thought to herself
"Come now" I said calmly "if you dont, ill make you"
"Oh, I was coming, dont worry" She said without meeting my gaze.
"Now, Kagra, are you ready? I need you to say yes" I said quickly.
"The police were inside the snack bar by now, frozen in place and telling us to freeze" She narrated in her mind "It was not the first time this had happened, but it was the last time for I was about to touch Jed's arm"
Her smile grew... she knew that once she touched touched my arm, she would finally be free from this human world.
A fire was sounded but she caught the bullet with her secret reflex.
"Usually I would have let it fall on the table, but this time, I will not" she mumbled with a smile
"you weak people" She said in a sinister voice finally felt alive again "you have no reason to live... so why don't we have one of you join me... after all, your nothing but a bunch of Hell-benders"
At that moment, she flicked her wrist sending the bullet out of her hand.
It headed at a young officers head, ready to penetrate and kill him, but it was slapped down swiftly by I who had magically made my way to block the bullet...
"Your a party pooper" she responded without a smile "lets go already"
"you dont need to take someone with you" I said quietly "be nicer"
"Everyone gets dumped into an ocean of souls anyways" she replied quietly "why would it matter?"
"come" I said ignoring her question and i reached out for her
"At his touch, I began to transform suddenly. My body exploded, literally and I was in new, skinny and youthful looking skin. My wonderful youthful skin. Mine. My pride, my beauty, my happiness was back, and I was ready....." She narrated with awe
"Alright, Jed, take me to wherever it is we are going" she said with extreme pleasure "It's about time you take me out of this rat hole"
she was suddenly floating off her chair. Nothing was touching reality anymore and she was suddenly whipped away, in a blink of an eye and never to be seen again. Our bodies, if we could describe it, vanished into the air. It looked almost like a slash of humidity in the summer air.
"My life was over and now, I could finally live the immortal one. The one promised with youth. Just like Jed said, it was time for me to travel the stars......." She sang
The snack bar was silenced. The police were confused and scared, the onlookers shocked and everything around them was suddenly so mysterious...
However, mysteries are part of the mind......... and the mind, well, that is a mystery....
mystery was life...
"My name is Kagra-Anakara-Suki" She chanted
Monday, 10 November 2008
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Getting an Idea of My LIGHT NOVEL (anime story)
....Future.....
Society today does understand it let alone see it...
We see no future. We see nothing ahead...
There is a future though. 300 years into it actually.
It's defiantly not fine. People can't live together, come to terms with eachother and everyone keeps there great secrets...
A war. This is what has shaken up in this future. It ends. It ends with all life itself as thought to be. Billions are dead.
They say it rained blood when the war was over. That’s how much was shed...
In this future, there is a next generation. One that is whispered between ears to perish miserably. They mumble wars to each other; they mumble secrets to each other. The evil of a human eye ....
Yet some of these secrets are defiantly not possible. Dead if we may say. However they remain afloat on this earth. People simply know about it and some know how to use this secret
The big secret is, how did the war end? What caused it to end so..........misunderstandably ?
---HFL----
This is a secret. The theory scientist stepped on. Impossible they yell.......
Science is like a new religion nowadays.. They decide for you..
What is this?
HFL, scientifically explained is a non supernatural element of the human body. They call it soul power, derived from the soul. Philosophers finally rose there old eyebrows......Is this not sheer will? No...
This is real. It’s not explainable. They say the book fell from the sky.. Book?
Yes a book. A book of secrets. Hidden away for ages under earth and stone. Possibly blown out of its hiding place during the crush bomb bombardments~
The language is not human. It is not from outer space either. Simply, it's just from the underground.
HFL.....HFL is the soul's power as explained. If concentrated hard into your hands, it appears to be the color of your soul. Science says it's mad...not possible....stupid......
Well, it's a mixture of something science locked away. Something they silenced. The Holy Catholic church. The Great Protestant church. The Muslim mosque. The Jewish synagogue. The Buddhist temples.... all were silenced by science. So if there is a soul, science is defiantly securing it's powers....it wants nothing to do with a....soul....HFL....heaven.......................hell.................................after death..........
The earth, after this war, was split into two sides. A loyalist side and the sky planet side
After a sixty year stretch had passed, people began to gradually ignore each other. Another hundred passed and people simply knew that that side was not important. It was like another mystery.
People didn’t even argue....that’s how much they didn’t feel interest in them....
In a teenager's view of the world, someone by the name of Jed was born into this world. He was not ordinary as they told him. They said he was from the sky... sky................................
They said he was simply found by a river bank with a limestone, engraved with strange language. That’s all they knew
Each time his adoptive father told him this story at night, his eyes would open with awe and his hair would glow the blondest it could glow...
That when he was a child of course. He thought this was cool, but he didn’t do much about it
When he grew older, he became angry with everyone. He didn’t like people. In fact, he hated them. He said they were pathetic and worthless. He didn’t even call himself a human. On biology test, when asked to describe a human in his/her best understanding, he would write: ungrateful pieces of shit....
He was terribly bright however. He had the best looks in his school, but he was so different....so terribly different
One day, while walking next to the river he was found in, he made his way across the edge, clutching his limestone. Suddenly, his feet parted from the edge and he fell in. he thrashed and thrashed but nobody could save him. He knew how to swim. But why couldn’t he swim right now??? He sank under, only to be lifted out by his adoptive father. He was laid out on the ground as he coughed with fear and confusion. His eye's rolled back. Yet this was defiantly not normal. He was lifted off of his feet, suspended in mid air. His voice muttered a bunch of senseless words as his adoptive father watched in disbelief. His sister Kagra, who was the most beautiful girl, watched out her window with a look of shock and terror.
His letters, engraved on that limestone, had vanished. He had muttered them away. He could swear he had seen them scatter in different directions but hey, who really knows...........
This light novel is so twisted, dark, sinister and wonderful all at the same time. Nothing I wrote above is the answer to the truth. Most of it is the opposite. So opposite that, the end of some episodes will surely make your jaw drop open. With the end of this light novel, it will end you in defiant tears, happiness and all sorts of good charms.
i began writing when i was thirteen and i finished at my current age of 16. The mentality of the story changes with the years that I write. And it keeps on getting better. Note: i did not touch my story for I didn’t want to interfere with it. That means no spelling and grammar fixups. If you have more questions, simply add me on facebook by the name of Christopher Lloyd. i am from Montreal Canada.
Kagra: main character
Jed: Main (main) Character.
HFL: main story revolution (solve the earths dark, misunderstood mystery)
Tuesday, 14 October 2008
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